urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87 mamers87 mamers87 2006-01-21T07:06:39Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:24961 2006-01-21T07:06:39Z 2006-01-21T07:06:39Z Kenny Chesney + The road and the radio So i havnt really updated this in forever, like for real<br /><br />So lemme update you....<br /><br />Tonight i went to derailed with Danielle, Zac, Ashley, Trevor, Ben, Katie and her boyfriend. It was pretty fun. Ive been haning with Ashlet and Danielle more and they are totally cool. <br /><br />My strep came back.....again =/ The thing is, i dont feel sick again, but they said the bacteria is still in my system! Blah!!!! <br /><br />Well for as exciting as this can get, im tired. =(<br /><br /> /yawns urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:24751 2005-10-09T00:30:15Z 2005-10-09T00:30:15Z I thought i mite update this cause its the cool thing to do!!<br /><br />I really think im gunna start doing this more cause I never do it nemore and i miss doing it!!<br /><br />I worked 1-7 tonite and for some reason im extremly tired. <br /><br />Jen gets off at 10:30 and wants me to come over but i dunno how that will go cause im about ready to go just nap right now.<br /><br />Someone else wanted to hang out with me but im like wayyy too tired to do nething....<br /><br />I feel like im starting to get sick!!! =( and thats never a good thing...<br /><br />I gotta work 7-1 tom so i realy should be going to bed cause im aready soo tired and it sucks ass!!!<br /><br />well not much else has happened....i guess ive decided to take a nap--<br /><br />&lt;3333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:24434 2005-09-18T16:59:12Z 2005-09-18T16:59:12Z Update time...<br /><br />So i havnt really been in the mood to do this much because like ive said before--<br /><br />myspace=addiction!<br /><br />you should check my site out- myspace.com/mamers<br /><br />Went to Casey's cousins house last nite and ther was a buncha people over there cause they had gone outa town. It was pretty fun-but i feel like shit today cause of the lack of sleep. But oh well shit happens!!<br /><br />School has pretty much sucked- i hate journalism class like majorly....<br /><br />I have off from work today- woo-hoo<br /><br />Welpsie not much more going on so im gunna go shower---<br /><br />ttyl<br /><br />ps. Birthday is next month, buy me something good!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:24151 2005-09-03T06:25:28Z 2005-09-03T06:25:28Z So i havnt updated in forever and i thought i mite need to! <br /><br />Well simple plan concert was totally awesome and i loved it! It was soooooo good and id def do it over and over again! <br /><br />Rents are outa town and all so its been pretty cool! <br /><br />Lately ive been getting really bad headaches and shit and i went to the doctor to find out that ive been getting tension headaches and i gotta like take meds for it and stuff and ti kinda sucks cause i havnt been able to go to school in soo long and everything. Ive been sitting at home and everything and just watching tv and just sleeeping!!! I kinda dont wanna go back to school cause im enjoying staying home all the damn time and everything. <br /><br />Right now Jen , Mike and Dale are over at my house- Jen is staying the nite cause we had a girls nite tonite! Im getting pretty tired so im gunna get going! Buh bye! <br /><br />xoxo &lt;3 Amy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:23912 2005-08-15T08:01:24Z 2005-08-15T08:07:23Z So this is a busy update since ive done soo much in the last few days<br /><br />Letz see here...where to start<br /><br />Friday: Rascal Flatts concert- omg it was great! :) Went with Cassie Neuman, Casey McGill, Joan, Jordan, and Lisa Vogt.-- awesome people! it was kinda cold and rainy but it was great! They had Blaine Larson and Blake shelton play before rascal flatts! I was in heaven being there! <br /><br />Saturday- went to the fair with Paige, Jeska, and Laura! we were scoping the guys out! lol we all majorly need boyfriends or something- we all seemed desperite last nite, loL! <br /><br />Tonite- so duh Paige, Jeska, Laura, Katie, kristy and i all wnt back to the fair. there wasnt neone there tho cause it was cold and rainy! <br /><br />Not much more to say....<br /><br />Simple Plan concert is next saturday- track ticket- im soo wantingto be up front! woot woot- ill write later with how that went! :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:23681 2005-08-09T22:03:14Z 2005-08-11T05:38:23Z So like lately i havnt really had time or energy to update this thing...<br /><br />Mostly im still on myspace cause myspace=addiction<br /><br />Last nite i went to Chris Payne's at work and played some poker- oh how fun! I won $25 cause i totally rock at poker and kicked some ass! I thought it was fun to hang out with some people from work and "bond" as they call it.<br /><br />Nothing else really has been new at all--blah--<br /><br />Jens gone for a whole week in rockford and it tears me up :( I miss her already! How sad! Now i gotta watch Real World alone tonite-i mite go to trevs but i doubt he will be up for hanging out! <br /><br />Hmm...well what happened last week--hmm <br /><br />Im still single and still looking-- im tired of just "talking" to a guy- i miss what i had with Dustin- honestly-he loved me for me-and i cant find that newhere else! But now hes in the marines and gone and theres no hope of me ever being with him again- i guess we had our chance....i just wish a guy could look at me and see a girlfriend and not just a toy they can play with for awhile and then drop me- its really starting to get to me when guys do that....i guess thats life...i just need a good guy!<br /><br />Well i guess i updated more then i thought i would--ill write lata i guess!<br /><br />*hugz&kissez* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:23302 2005-08-01T06:20:26Z 2005-08-01T06:20:26Z So i havnt updated in soo long because ive been addicted to myspace and been on there non-stop! Duh! :)<br /><br />Well im at jens house right now staying the nite and we are both are on different computers updating our journals, are we losers or what? Yah i kno! I love my Jen-e-fer sooooo dammmmmn much! Best friends for life---doy---<br /><br />Well nothing really has been new with me....same ol' shit just different day! yuck! <br /><br />School starts in officially like 3 weeks and i dont want to go at all! yuckers! im almost enjoying sleeping in till noon too much and lounging around all day in my pjs! Im not playing basketball anymore so it should be an easy year to study and everything! <br /><br />Well i gots to be going cause jen and i are leaving to get food, we are having a craving--<br /><br />*hugz&kissez*<br /><br />xoxo&lt;3Amy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:22996 2005-07-21T16:22:45Z 2005-08-11T05:48:39Z So its update time yet again, im trying to do this more often as i usually do, but its hard! <br /><br />Working 1:30-7:30 *yuck* its coupon day and its gunna suck, really bad...so stay away from shop n save! please! :)<br /><br />Well hmm whats new...<br /><br />I love Jen....a lot...:) duh of course! I've become so close to her this summer and nothing will stop us from being this close, its almost like having a twin sister..we share clothes and stuff, i love Jen! This school year is gunna be awesome with her! *muah*<br /><br />I def am missing Trevor, Jeska and Amanda cause i seriously havnt seen them all in like a month, it is driving me nuts but we all have just been busy! But if u three are reading this, u better give me a call....we all need to hang out soon! :)<br /><br />Well i guess thats all, theres nothing more then really excites me enough to write about....<br /><br />*hugz&kissez* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:22712 2005-07-18T18:57:16Z 2005-07-18T18:57:16Z Im at Jens and i figured id update! <br /><br />I love Jennah more then neone in the world! Tehe! My best friend for life babay! lol! <br /><br />So nothing new really has happened, been working a lot! Yuck some more! <br /><br />I bought the new Harry Potter book but im not even half way through it though cause ive just been working and this is my first day off and im spending it with my love: Jen! <br /><br />Oh yah Jennah's sexy! --she told me to put that :)<br /><br />Well im gunna get going....I gotta do some stuff with my lover Jen! Lol <br /><br />Comment Please! <br /><br />*hugz&kissez*<br /><br />&lt;3 Amy .....and for the time being, Jen! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:22425 2005-07-16T04:50:54Z 2005-07-16T04:50:54Z Update time *sigh*<br /><br />Yet i have nothing to write...<br /><br />I figured out im just boring...so nothing new really happens with me!<br /><br />Work 2-8 tom...yuckers<br /><br />Got a nice paycheck today :)<br /><br />Okay this is boring....im going....bye<br /><br />*hugz&kissez* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:22184 2005-07-08T21:00:36Z 2005-07-08T21:02:32Z So im not really in an update mood...so this wont be long<br /><br />Got 7 inches cut off my hair today *sigh* buh bye hair<br /><br />Gotta work 5-10 tonite! *yuck*<br /><br />Then out with my lovely Cassie! :)<br /><br />Last nite sucked....i hate drama...sorry Jas about me being a bitch to you!<br /><br />I need a nap....<br /><br />Im gunna go take one *yawn*<br /><br />*hugz&kissez* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:21730 2005-07-05T06:41:39Z 2005-08-11T05:49:56Z Brians voice on the phone! So its the 4th and i really had no fun! <br /><br />I worked 3-9 and i didnt really get off early and then i got really tired and i just hung out at home with my sister. Trevor then called me needing a ride cause Kristy got in a wreck and he didnt want to be there. I then took Trevor home and came home myself and passed out on my bed. Brian called and came over for like 30 minutes and then he left. I wanna sneak out and go see him , but my sister is outside talking to Nate and this could take forever! <br /><br />So im sitting here now really doing nothing but thinking about sleep! *yawn* how im tired and such! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:21286 2005-06-30T05:49:48Z 2005-06-30T05:49:48Z Just a lil bit- 50 cent <p><font color="#ff99ff">So i just got done hanging out with Jeska, Amanda, and Adam. Im planning on sneaking out soon cause i wanna see my Brian soo bad =/....this nite has sucked soo far and i wish it would just get better! Well since nothing really has happened today ill talk about last nite...hmm...</font></p> <p><font color="#ff99ff">Well...hmm...what did happen last nite...?....oh freaking yah....i went to the drive in with Amanda, Jeska, Kristy and Adam and then we got hungry so we left and got food and then Brian called me and we hung out till 2:30 =) and then i came back to my house to tell my mommy i was home and then i left again to go out with Brian and i didnt get home till like 5 in the morning--whoops! But it was def all worth it! Last nite was def. fun! </font></p> <p><font color="#ff99ff">My moms being soo gay about my whole curfew thing, okay excuse me that im 17 (almost 18 btw) and i wanna be able to hang with my friends later then fricken midnight. My mom wont change my curfew and i have no idea why...we had a huge fight about it before i left, and then she wouldnt let me stay at Jeska's =( What a bitch....I wish my curfew was at least a lil later...im matture and its not like i get into trouble, but my mom said shes not scared about me getting in trouble but drunks being out there gunna run me over on the road or something, how lame? </font></p> <p><font color="#ff99ff">Well theres nothing other thats really gone on or anything so ill update later...? maybe...?</font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:20985 2005-06-28T07:56:26Z 2005-06-28T07:58:17Z Josh Gracin- Nothin to lose My back hurts...but whats new?<br /><br /><br />Well last nite i had a buncha fun....i went to my aunts around 8 to tell my cousin and uncle goodbye cause they were leaving back home and then i went home cause i was bored there. Jeska then came over for a lil to chill and we both went out with our guys. I had a lotta fun last nite with Brian. Didnt actually go to bed till 4 in the morning cause we were just hanging out and all! Wish i coulda saw him tonite...oh well i guess...<br /><br />tonite i actually rode a bike with laura. I cant remember the last time i had touched a bike but me and laura decided on it, and it felt relaxing, how weird, exercise is good for u and feels good, woah...lol i guess i should try it more often! <br /><br />This has to be the most boring entry by far....ill update when i feel im more important... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:20694 2005-06-26T16:53:09Z 2005-06-26T16:53:09Z Disturbed - their whole cd- changed it up a bit So whats new with me....?<br /><br />Hmm....<br /><br />Well last nite was my grandparents 50th anniversary party...congrats to them most def! and then i went and hung out with jess, manda, and adam, we were all bored pretty much all nite. I spent that night at Jessicas and we didnt go to bed till late so im very tired now! <br /><br />It was an okay night, full of fun! :) Too much fun! <br /><br />Laura and Jason are home *yay* i missed them both in florida....<br /><br />I work today 1:30-5:30 (very short) so i really dont even wanna go in cause its a waste....I guess i should go get ready....ttyl! :)<br /><br />&lt;3 Amy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:20464 2005-06-22T16:51:20Z 2005-08-11T05:40:18Z Soo update time....:)<br /><br />I just woke up and its about noon, not too bad. I gotta go work 4-10 tonite and i dont wanna. I worked yesterday and the day before and it was my day off. I so need a break from that stupid place. I told the office to not call me in on friday cause ill be at my aunts and i have to have at least one day off this week, tho it might be a nice paycheck to work that much.<br /><br />So i was freaking out for so long about my cell phone being a lot, and it turns out and its only like $46. Thats the cheapest its ever been. But now i have an added expense, my dad wants me to start paying $80 a month for insurance, its gunna kill me cause thats $80 on clothes i could be spending, arg! <br /><br />I worked about 30 hours this week, so my paycheck should be around $170! :)100 in the bank and the rest for me to spend! *yay* I have a buncha vaca time, like 28 hours, which isnt bad that i really need to use. <br /><br /><br />Oh yah and the biggest news of today....Tara had her baby. A beautiful baby boy. 6lbs even! &lt;--how totally cute! <br /><br />Welp im gunna go get some breakfast and get ready for my chiropractor appointment at 2 and then work at 4 *yuck*.....ill update later! <br /><br />&lt;3 mamers urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:20207 2005-06-20T06:22:58Z 2005-08-11T05:40:47Z So update time...again...i kno....what a surprise?<br /><br />Went to a party at Chris Mazrim's friends house last nite with my lovely ladies Vivian and Katie! They then went to a party else where when i decided that i didnt wanna go really. <br /><br />Im tired of just talking to people and thats all it ever goes to. I want something more, like a relationship again. Im ready to date! Its been since like January since i actually dated someone, i miss the constant love and compassion shared between two people, and i dont wanna be used, again. It always happens cause i guess i look just like someone who needs to be used....arg! so ill keep u all updated on the whole boyfriend thing! prolly wont be much to update tho....just that i wont get a boyfriend!<br /><br />Im going to bed, im tired and this was actually a semi long entry! wow urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:19656 2005-06-14T07:03:15Z 2005-08-11T05:52:31Z Its 2 am and im tired<br /><br />My tummy hurts <br /><br />Storm just got over<br /><br />Did i mention im tired? <br /><br />Im going to bed...<br /><br />Good Nite...<br /><br />Ill write more when i feel the need to do so! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:19233 2005-06-13T05:44:29Z 2005-08-11T05:42:07Z You Were Mine - Dixie Chicks So its been almost forever since i updated cause im never on my laptop nemore...its gotta really slow cause i have soo much music on here and prolly a bunch shit that i dont need...tom i figure ill actaully go through my laptop and free some space, i just dont really like being in my room much so im never online on here. Its summer im out having fun anyway! :)<br /><br />Well hmm whats new...<br /><br /><br />So anyway....I worked till 11:30 last nite and then had to fricken get up and work 8-4:30 today cleaning. Bill got mad at me as it was cause i was talking more then i was cleaning, but im sorry, who doesnt talk? ya kno?....well work exhausted me soo totally much. Im about ready to pass my ass out. Tom i dont work so i think ill clean my room, do some of my laundry, and do some other things around the house! I mite actually go tanning tom too, first time in awhile! woot woot! i so totally never use my unlimited package at all! whoops! oh well...<br /><br />whelp i think thats all for now...ill write more maybe tom? who knows...<br /><br />I heart u all! *muuuuuah*<br /><br />&lt;3 Aim urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:18992 2005-05-31T07:06:41Z 2005-08-11T05:43:48Z So its 2 in the morning and i was like "hey why not an update"....soo here i am "updating"<br /><br />What has happened since i last updated...hmm... Nothing actually...<br /><br />Work is kicking my ass, litterly....i dont know how much more i can take of it....im working so much for a 17 year old, i mean i love it....but at the same time, its crazy....i dont have a life and i feel like i live there! Tom is my first day off in forever and im looking forward to it soo much! <br /><br />I've decided that im broke....and i really need to save my money, but like i duno its hard. I need to get a new car or sumthin...but i dont see it happening soon! I have like a lotta shit i gotta pay for soon<br />- Cell Phone Bill (This months and next)- $93 and then prolly $70<br />- My brakes sound like shit and need fixed -$200<br />- My Bridesmaid dress for my brothers wedding -$180<br />- Oil Change -$30<br />- Pay my mom back - $20<br /><br />^^Woah so thats a lotta money that i dont have...how broke am I? I work my ass off....like 30 hours a week and this is where it gets me...broke....i just got a raise a lil bit ago too, ahh it sucks a lot....I need to save up so i have over $1000 in my savings after this summer, its easy, i get like $200 each week, soo ill just try and save $100 a week....hopefully i can do it...prolly not :/ I suck at saving....i wanna buy too many things....ahh....after i save up and pay for all that shit, it should be easy! <br /><br />So i decided that i was gunna go to basketball open gym tonite but i didnt realize it was gunna be 3 1/2 hours long....omg and it wasnt easy, i ran and did soo much shit, why do i love basketball this much to torture myself! But i figure even if i dont play this fall, this summer is good to get in shape! Its so nice, we do everything to keep us in shape and i love it! Soon enough ill have a stomach thats cute or maybe not? hmm who knows..<br /><br /><br /><br />Well this is a pretty long update, didnt mean for it to be this long...sorry...my bad...Comment please if u wish to....<br /><br />&lt;3 Aim urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:18886 2005-05-20T04:37:59Z 2005-05-20T04:40:09Z So i have fallen in love with this song and u MUST download it asap! More update at the bottom!<br /><br />Everything - Stereo Fuse<br /><br /><br /><br />I remember you do you remember me too<br />Born on the 14th of july the smell of roses made her cry<br />And though you’re going far from home rest assured you’re not alone<br /><br />‘cause I would give everything that I own<br />I’d give you my heart and this skin and these bones<br />The sun the moon the earth the sky I’d never even stopped to wonder why<br />I would do anything<br />I would give everything<br />To be your everything<br /><br />It seems like such a long long time since your body crossed my mind<br />But I think that you should know<br />It wasn’t I who had to go<br /><br />‘cause I would give everything that I own<br />I’d give you my love and this heart made of stone<br />The sun the moon the earth the sky the motorcycle that I like to ride<br />I would do anything<br />I would give everything<br />To be your everything<br /><br />But if ever you should stray just sing along and I will play<br />Look into your hands I’m slipping through them like a tiny grain of sand<br /><br />I remember you do you remember me too<br />Seems like such a long long time since I held you near and called you mine<br /><br />‘cause I would give everything that I own<br />I’d give you my heart and this skin and these bones<br />The sun the moon the earth the sky a brand new car that you and I could drive<br />I would do anything<br />I would give everything<br />To be your everything<br />Everything<br /><br />Summer '05 has been the most bestest ever....partay wit jen everynite! :) I met a great guy! :) absolutly! :) I will not give out his name yet. ive worked with him for a year and we have talked but never have gotten together or nething. Recently we hung out and its been the best....hes so cute too! :)We watched a storm together on his porch and it was the most romantic thing in the world! :) *stomach flutters* ah boys....love em...!<br /><br />I'm mad at Trevor for the time being...how fun? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:18681 2005-05-15T03:41:12Z 2005-05-15T03:41:12Z Well....well...well....here i am on a Saturday nite at home....lemme explain why...<br /><br />Tonite was graduation and all...and i went to that. After that i had nothing to do so i just came home...i kno...sounds almost fun? right? im so tired neway cause i had to work 8-2 today and so i think im gunna just go lay down...<br /><br />But before i go...i must say graduation was cool! Last time ill prolly see most of those people...<br /><br />Im working 4:30-9:30 tom nite...blah blah boring.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:18208 2005-05-06T13:56:30Z 2005-05-06T13:56:48Z So whats been new....? hmm....id have to think of that....<br /><br />Prom is soo tom *yay* tho i did ditch my date cause Vivian, me, and Mer all are going together, and id rather not have a date. A few people owe me dances, so im figuring that its all going to be fun! Hair done at 10 am and then Vivers for din-din! yummers! <br /><br />This week has been so much drama at school, lol! Katie Williams seems to start a lot of drama and stuff, oh well, who cares really? lol I'm happy anyway with my friends *which i love them to death*<br /><br />I worked 5:30-11:30 last nite and im pretty tired....i really just need some sleep but thats what U.S. History is for! :) <br /><br />I went to Rick's grave a few days ago and buried a note in the dirt for him to read. I hope he gets it! It says that i miss him and love him to death! I still hoping your R.I.P.<br /><br />Well no one has really commented in forever, so please comment! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:18002 2005-05-01T15:59:06Z 2005-05-01T15:59:06Z Hey everyone...i have the worst hang over in the world and i hate it....i say this everytime and yet i keep drinking...Vivian called my house today at 8:20 and left the funniest message on my cell phone as possible. It was hillarious. Well prom at SHG was a new experience for me, and it was a good one. I dont like dancing much so i felt bad for stevo but im hoping he had a good time. After prom we went on a limo bus and it was so cool, i loved it! We drank a lot and all together just had some fun. We drove around town and did nothin really. We had the limo bus until like 3 am and then stevo took mike home and then me. I felt bad cause stevo was mad at me for something i told him and it was kinda crazy but i hope its all better now. Well im gunna go, my headache is killing me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mamers87:17672 2005-04-26T03:34:08Z 2005-04-26T03:37:19Z Story of the Year "Until the day i die" So ive just realized woah i havnt updated in forever, but really no one looks and reads this neway.....<br /><br />Ricks funeral was fit for a king, thats all im gunna say about it, he better of been damn proud of it, he wanted it that way! &lt;3 u Rick now and forever...R.I.P. <br /><br />School has been hectic cause i missed a lot with Rick being sick and all so i kinda am confused and behind but oh well. As long as i still get a 3.0 average or higher im happy and good to go!<br /><br />I go to a Chiropractor 3 times a week now...and it feels oh so niiice...relaxing....but it almost feels too nice! :)<br /><br />I got SHG's prom on Saturday, outa be fun....yay? maybe?<br /><br /><br />Then our prom is the 7th but my date has a baseball game outa town that day so i couldnt go with him nemore and its too late to find a date...so i dont think im gunna go, who knows....ill go to after prom tho! cant miss that! who knows nemore....just wish things would be easier with this whole prom thing and that i had more time to get another date....stupid Jesse...i guess....<br /><br />Well this is a lotta update for one day...nite time....buh bye!